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Friday, September 12th, 2003
8:25 am	FUCT the Man in Black died this morning. surely this means the end is near. rest in peace Johnny. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 29th, 2003
3:09 pm	if i claim to be a wise man i surely do not know though the eyes still see blindness permeates too deep i know that you don't care but maybe you should know like parallel mirrors each of us is all the parts of the other (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2003
1:04 pm	words the farther i walk the closer i get to quitting the more i try to nurture the more i am consumed i think in circles of pain continually trying to out do that which i cannot comprehend the path i walk is dark and the toll severe as i try to teach myself i find i'm forgetting too much of what i had learned always needing to start over if i can't make something work what the fuck am i supposed to do i push and nothing moves admittedly i know not which way to push or even those directions i've already tried i would pull but can find nothing to hold the earth holds me steady and will not let me hide all of this i do to myself i cannot change my thoughts are too scattered my heart unknown to me i am too much i need to round things off i don't know what i am doing wrong i know what i have done wrong stuck at an asymptote that i cannot realize no matter how detailed or descriptive the solution is never quite real pulling all of this around me the need to drown in something but i am still afraid can't remember how i made through yesterday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
10:40 am	"... that means that everyday you see me, its on the worst day of my life" (Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2003
11:28 am	below is a demonstration of why live journal sucks i don't want their "creative" formating. (Comment on this)
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Saturday, August 9th, 2003
5:05 am	5 percent of the american population holds most of the wealth in america... starting to sound like the roaring twenties if you ask me... what do you think is on the horizon. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
6:51 pm	ive never known a chord so deep something pulled from genuine essence the closest i can come is so heavy like it is of immeasurable density a weight that presses everything like unfolded laundry into a suitcase until all that comes out anymore is what he can only describe as paranoid origami word salad if you will of every aspect of his life its faded from a lifetime with him everywhere everyday pale and soft in spots hardened and marked in others so much a part of him it goes completely unnoticed unless of course he decides to open it he doesnt open it much though not so much that he doesnt want to but he cant seem to find reasons anymore all of this and more pass through while sitting in his favorite chair watching the sun go down out the window (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
5:55 pm	why do i feel like the only one someday im going to figure out what the fuck IT is or more likely some smug individual will POINT OUT to me what i CANNOT SEE they don't make life short enough anymore... too many years. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:44 pm	all is hell and in unrest upheaval (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
2:33 pm	does anyone have a suggestion as to where i might obtain say a couple of pounds of untreated lima beans? (Comment on this)
2:08 pm	cyanide amyl nitrite is one of the most effective antidotes for cyanide poisoning. i wonder if the newer forms of rush are equally effective. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 12th, 2003
5:53 pm	shut up you mental fool uh..... and the accident. thats nice...very unique...but whats it have to do with bed? which is like a nice puffy cloud that is so comforting and if i diddnt have so much to do id already be visiting. you should be a professional. That is cool man! I like it a lot. So..........ur saying that there is a probablity that I will fail and a probablity that I wont? I already knew that, But u don't really know, So ...Im leaning more towards fail. I wonder if the Davis Psychic can help me out here. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
11:09 am	im nothing really You're nothing, really. But you're nice. What type of music are you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
11:01 am	schizotypal Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla i have feelings like im hungry or im going crazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:58 am	The Lost Soul What sign of the Black Zodiac are you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
10:51 am	You are Psychic! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 8th, 2003
2:58 am	"i pissed god and the devil off at the same time" someone just said the fucking story of my life (Comment on this)